Why Secretz?

Why this blog is Secretz?

Well the truth is...I had no idea what im doing. This blog still need to some improvement but I just dont have enough time to make it. I still thinking about theme though. If I change this blog into Theme Blog. I need to redo everything. Custom layout. XD hehehe

John's Story Episode 1

One day, there is a boy called John. John live as a standard family which is not rich and not poor. John has 2 sisters and 2 brothers. They all live separately after they married and left of John to take care their parents. John work as Manager in his restaurant which has become successful business since last 2 years. He is a hardworking and nice manager until many people want to work in his restaurant. But, the bad thing about him is he very strict when accepting workers because he need experience people. Thanks to his advisor, he able to accept non-experience people and give them training for 3 months depending what position they take. After a long while, John decide to go someplace for vacation for 1 month. He ask his advisor to help him take care his restaurant for month while he is away. So here comes another story..."ehem ehem"

There he is...In Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. He come to KK and live in hotel called Promenade Hotel. He find the place very nice with good environment. All the workers there so friendly. He find calmness when live in that hotel. At night the weather so nice especially when windy time. He like wind because it make him so calm and think about calm life. He wish he can find a better spot for his house where there will always windy. He also wish that his house someday will be near the sea so everyday he can watch sunrise and sunset. "wah...so romantic. :p...ok continue" After that, he decide to go Center Point for shopping. He buy a lot a lot of new clothes, pants and shoes. "wow...kayanya" Then, he go back to his hotel to put all his things back. Meanwhile, on his back to hotel he accidently knock over a pretty girl called Tasha. He never see such beautiful girl before in his life. From the 1st sight he feel strange about his feeling. A feeling called LOVE..."writer swt" He apologize and ask for her number but Tasha is in hurry until she forgot her book (small diary). Tasha is a student from Cosmo College. She learn computer science and wish to open computer shop for her own. Then, John takes the book and try to give back the book to her but she already far away from his sight. So he decide to find her next day and return the book to her. Luckily she got her name in the book and study which college. So the next day...

John go to Tasha's college to give back the book. He ask all the lecturers where to find Tasha but that day Tasha don't have classes mean whole day free. So John put a note inside the book include his name and hp number. At the next day, Tasha receive her book from her lecturer and when she open in she saw a note with words -Hi, my name is John. Sorry I knock over you yesterday. You forgot your diary. Here is my number xxx-xxxxxxx. "no sebenar ndak bulih kastau atas sbb pembaca akan cuba call nanti...:p" Let's get to know each other if you don't mind. Thanks". Tasha feel suprised and grateful for returning her book. After her college finish, she call John and ask him for a lunch together. So John go to her college and eat lunch together. John very shy when in front of the girl except his workers. Then they talk and talk and talk...and then John finally don't feel shy anymore and keep asking Tasha go out for lunch. For several days, John feeling about her getting stronger but John realize that he have to go back to his homeland to continue take care his restaurant. So that's why he don't express his feeling. He also realize that it is too early to express his feeling about her because they only know for several days. He don't want the girl feel suprise until the girl might stay away from him. So he keep treat her good and give her presents as friendship. At the end, John tells Tasha that he gonna go back to his homeland. Tasha feel sad because she never gonna see John again. That goes the same feeling about John. Then they decide to go out together for the last time. They go for a dinner in hotel with a candle lights. "uiseh romantik jugak ooo..Xp..haha" They didn't talk much that night because they already know each other very well. They only discuss about Tasha next plans after finish college and John carrier. After that, John rent a car to take Tasha home. When they reach Tasha's house, John wanted to kiss Tasha but he don't dare to do so. Tasha also feel the same way but she waiting brave man to do so. "I hate this situation...T_T" And at the end, John force himself kiss her as Good Bye & Good Night. Tasha feel very happy and kiss John back with all her heart...but John didn't realize Tasha also fall in love to him. So next day...

John return to his homeland and keep calling Tasha and talk a lot about his carrier. Tasha feel happy that John keep calling her to maintain their relationship (Not Couple, only as friendship). So...they keep calling each other until...

TO BE CONTINUE...

p/s : please wait episode 2 of John's story...give comments pls...^_^

The Candle Lights

Candle lights,
All the ways and passages you guide us too,
Dark and sorrow you vanish it all through,
All our journey and life you guide on too,
Where we gonna start, there's the new ways introduce.

Hearts and hope you gave us too much,
We stand and sit but you still on march,
In your morning glows we stand and watch,
Who else we gonna hang for, if isn't your touch.

Candle lights you are useful to us,
Your knowledge on top of you, is the light for me,
Without spending it for nothing that can't last,
Candle lights gave it for us.

We use it and hold it and it never dull,
As we move closer and closer towards the gold,
Candle lights began to die?
Why...?

Soon we'll gonna live and cry,
For candle lights is all in our mind,
We all gonna lose candle lights this time,
But we never forget the message he felt behind...

We all gonna be just like candle lights,
That guide someone in the night.

The Candle Lights.

Candle With Spoon

There's no place for you to hang for,
City, street and also home of galore,
Mom and dad can't live with you,
Coz' they will run without a clue...

Busy street, there's no friend to choose,
Candle with spoon, there's a job for you,
It's fun to deal with friends like you,
That will make me happy just like you...

Candle with spoon is the band,
Nothing like an old brand,
Jim, Disj and Bull are the fame,
Grunge music is the game...

Come with me and stay with me,
Take the sugar underneath my knee,
In all my life I like to flee,
No one seems to entertain me for free...

Canle with spoon is such a glory,
No wonder they all are so worry,
All their friends are the first,
And they shall not be a single thirst...

Candle with spoon can take me for a ride,
In all my empty space in my life,
Coz' now I have my own guide,
So I just say it good bye...

Good Feelings

All times when things were bad at home on when life wasn't too fine,
I'd got the hell out of dodge with my skateboard by my side.
My stuntwood was the solution to all the problems when friends were away.
I hope that things would get better, they'd just have to.
I'd just smiled and laughed because the speed felt so good.
Nowadays I see that different problem continue to pound my head and never seem to get easier, but my skateborad and that good feeling will always stay.

Longing To Know You

I've been longing to know you,
Ever since that day I first saw you,
Your eyes, your hair, your melodious voice,
They touched my heart like the glows of an evening moon.

I was sitting on the pew full in awe,
As i noticed your every move with eagle's eyes,
You were singing up front in perfect harmony,
So beautiful a chorus I drift away in ecstasy.

Sweet music filled the air,
As I thought of you with each passing moment,
My heart yearned for your tender caress,
And only sunday can cure a madman's longing.

When our eyes finally met,
Sparks were flying everywhere,
From then on, a beautiful moment began,
For two souls in loving union.

This precious moment became the source of my
thoughts and dreams,
With you in my mind, the colours of spring
illuminated my life,
Even when autumn or winter came to threaten
my vibrant in a joyful day,
They will not wash my dreams away.

Such passion and longing I have for you,
Have spurred me to seal this bond of love,
I hope that you will see the sincerity of my heart,
Till we meet again in dreams or in reality,
'Au Revoir'.

Our Fate

I was like any other simpleton,
Innocent and vulnerable;
but then since I met you,
my life seemed to change,
striding on an entirely different path.

You have actually stolen my heart,
yet I could not find what you actually have,
that I desired you.
Was it your eyes, your smile,
your personality or
was it actually that I was destined
to fall for you?

The thought of you satisfies my emotional
hunger everyday.
The calls you make day it day out
signifies our untarnished relationship,
even though the sea is the barrier between us.

I don't care where I am heading to,
but what really matters is that
at the end you will be mine forever.

The Day I Spent My Dream

It's been years on my own,
The nights were so quiet all alone,
Days walked past me like years,
I struggled to swallow my tears,
Tear down all the defenses,
Let's just forget the consequences.

Something's happening here,
Making all my logic disappeared,
I used to listen to what others say,
Now I'm living life my own way,
So when I began to realize,
The day was still sunrise,
I promised myself,
To boost my self-esteem,
And I knew no one will help me,
To be the man O've dreamed,
Peace, Love, Empathy...

Share My Dreams

I have a dream,
To soar up high... like an eagle,
But the path is still uncertain,
Deep in my heart I'll strive,
To realize my dreams,
Fulfill my destiny,
Among the stars.

I will go on,
Though there will be pain and heartache,
Echoes of my voice will be there,
Before the twilight time,
Comes setting on,
I will face reality,
To fly up high.

Just you and I,
Together we will be,
You are my inspiration,
For me to go on,
I owe it all to you,
To make my dreams come true,
Come,
Come and share my dreams.

Hope

The mountains of thorn,
The doors of steel,
Can't stand in my way,
I will go on.
Brutal machine,
Against my way,
Can't slow me down,
I will go on.
I learned how to deal,
And when to fight,
I know what is real,
I know what is right,
I'm not afraid,
Going through obstacles,
I can be tender,
In a world so dark.
I'm sure I could face,
A terrible storm,
But... life without you,
I don't know... just don't know.
Unfriendly people
Pushed me down,
But I get right up,
And stand on my ground.
I faced fear,
And don't wasted any tears,
Of losing someone I loved,
I held you tight,
You pushed me away,
Now, with all my might,
I beg,
I beg you to stay,
And be by my side,
You know what I want,
I know what I need,
There is just one thing,
I must believe,
Because, deep in the night,
By a dying flame,
you will be there,
When I called your name,
I just can't imagine,
A day without you,
Here... by my side.

Treasure Your Love Ones

Close to the door he paused to stand
As he took his class ring off her hand
All that were watching could not speak
As a single tear ran down his check

Memories of the moments they had
Thinking of them makes him sad
Laughing and walking under the sun
He thought she'd always be the one

Knowing the hurt was painful to see
But thinking that she only wanted to be free
His brown eyes slowly turned so cold
Because he knew this love he could no longer hold

He whispered to her as he bent near
A soft "I love you" in her ear
On his finger he placed his ring

He said "good bye" and gave a kiss
To a special girl he knew he would miss
The door was closed, his head hung low
As they carried her casket through the snow

+Treasure your love ones+

Can I find a True Friend?

In my eyes,
I witness the suffering of people,
They battle with days of slogging,
Only to fall back at a tumble.

In my ears,
I hear lies foretold in enemy corner,
You physical wellbeing remains intact,
It is your heart that is being slaughtered.

In my emotions,
I have to cope with bitterness,
The struggle between right and wrong,
There is never a moment of calmness.

In my mind,
There is a war raging,
I cannot cope with reality,
Freedom is what i am craving.

In my soul,
Lies every aspect to be competent,
What matters most is,
Can I Find A True Friend?

Meaning Of Friendship

Do you still remember,
The first letter of yours,
That carries the message of truthfulness within it.

Maybe that was the reason letter,
A friendship was composed,
A friendship that's pure and sincere,
That will remain in my memories.

This friendship had taugh me many things,
The meaning of patience,
And also the meaning of understanding each other,
For me, our friendship is an everlasting happiness,
I hope that you'll understand.

True Friendship

It has been a regular trend,
For everybody to have a friend,
Who is willing to give a hand,
From beginning night to the end.

True friends are rare and few,
Like flowers growing on a hill,
It does not matter old on new,
As long as they come for you.

A friend in need,
Is a friend indeed,
Who provides you with warmth and heat,
When you are cold down to your feet.

Since friendship will endure forever,
Until the twelfth of ever,
For money can never buy,
True friendship that we nevere.

What Is Love?

Love is something you feel and never touch,
Love is your care for someone,
Once it is broke, It hurts so much.

Love is something that cannot be bought,
Even if gold and jewels are given in lots,
Love can only be gained by affection,
But True Love still remains a question.

Your knight in shining armour,
May sweep you off your feet,
Sweet talk and words of love,
All are nothing but lies underneath.

Love is when I Loved you,
Love is when You Loved Me,
Love will never keep us apart,
Love for you will always be in my Heart.

My Feelings

How can you accuse me of hurting you,
When you don't even know the way i feel,
I have always been in love with you,
But how much you will never know.

How can you accuse me of tearing you apart,
When the one broken is also my heart,
How can you accuse me of making you cry,
When tears also comes from my eyes,
How can you accuse me of being a heartless flirt,
When i'm the one who ended up hurt,.

If only you knew the misery i've been through,
You wouldn't have accused me of being cruel,
If only you knew the bitterness i hold,
You wouldn't have accused me of being cold,
If only you knew the reason i said goodbye,
You will know whose soul actually died,
If ony one day you realize of my love,
That had been always here hidden deep inside...